peace upon to you

Find peace, find Laos, I wrote on a piece of art. I let a person see this. She said it's the other way around. "I found peace here," she said. "Yes, but if you leave, will you still have peace, or will the disturbances find their way back to you?" I replied. "I can be peaceful in a crowded city." She got what I meant. It's true. Therefore, if I'm not at peace and I go seek it at a river or anywhere quiet, I am taking my storm to the river, let's say. It soothes me, but if I continue on the mental journey, was it worth the time at the river? If I don't find the solution, what is the correct answer, is it wasted time? But I feel no time is wasted. It means solve the problems within the mind; you find peace in the solution. Can you have full-time peace? It depends on what you surround yourself with. Negativity is everywhere; negotiating it is a task within itself. They, the people, do find ways through at times. Lift your vibrations, stop snipping at the mind. Your problems are not mine. I can be in crowded places; I'm at peace. The noise won't disturb me, for I am tranquil. If it somehow begins to play on my peace, I remove myself from the situation. My peace, my calm, is important to me. If I have energy drains, I simply find what it is that I've been doing. I write to myself, find the best things to do or stop doing, who to hang with or remove them. I find the peace I have is from finding the best way to be calm and solve myself. I was once upon a time a calm chef. Even though negative people were with me, I tried to solve my own world, which at points has been chaos. Do I want that for myself, or do I want to find my waters free from a storm? I can be happy in a crowd or solitude; I've done plenty of the latter. Find your peace. It's within you.